"Stop crying, take a shower, pray, and study one more time". Words of wisdom from my boyfriend during video chat today. Why was he telling me this? I had a mental breakdown when studying for the MCAT. Well actually, I was doing a full length (FL) practice test that I had purchased from the AAMC and I felt like I couldn't understand some of the CHEM/PHYS passages. So I broke down and cried. A lot. Honestly the MCAT is so exhausting. There are days when I'm scoring so well on practice passages and then there are days that are not so peachy. But hey, it's part of the learning process right? In the midst of tears, snot, and a series of hyperventilations later I began to rant. I ranted on and on, about how I wasn't good enough to get into medical school, and compared myself to other premeds and non-traditional premeds on social media, and those I knew personally. I created this idea in my head that I was least likely to get a seat at ANY medical school. However, I was reminded that I am my own person, and as such my journey will be different from others! I'm not the only one who wants to go to medical school and become a doctor! A whole bunch people want the same dream! Yet, we must remember that although our destinations are the same, our routes are different. Who cares if *insert premed here* is doing groundbreaking research at a prestigious facility. Make sure you set yourself apart in a unique way! Others' experiences don't define you. Go out there and make your own. Study for whatever exam you're studying for at your own pace, and in a way that helps you understand the information. I've had to learn a lot of this the hard way. Assess your strengths and weaknesses and strive to be better than you were yesterday. Each day there is room for improvement. So grab some tissue, wipe your eyes, and blow your nose. Tomorrow is a new day.
I'm glad you're finally getting it. Never compare yourself to anyone you'll never become. Focus on becoming the version of yourself that will fulfill your deepest desires. Understand that life is about falling 1,000 times. So when you cry be sure to pray after clear your mind and listen to the message that God is telling you.
I'm glad you're finally getting it. Never compare yourself to anyone you'll never become. Focus on becoming the version of yourself that will fulfill your deepest desires. Understand that life is about falling 1,000 times. So when you cry be sure to pray after clear your mind and listen to the message that God is telling you.
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